closing my eyes, chasing my thoughts away.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

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monday:
back to school today :(((
i kept falling asleep during devotion.
sang 'we are the reason' during singspiration.
i like that song!(:
havent sung that in a longlong time.
yeah. lessons were just super boring.
ohyah!we watched this vid during Dots lesson.
about pre-marital sex and stuff.
it was taken from the show,Get REAL! on channelnewsasia.
yup. then mrstan discussed with us about perversion, homosexuality, pre-marital sex and you know, those stuff lah.
yeah so it was interesting.
after school, char,chang&i stayed in our classroom and chatted about stuff and arella was looking at people's stuff.
haha.
chatted for like 1hr.
then went to canteen.
chang had cooke house stuff so we left.

tuesday:
mass stretch was just weird.
eng hr was funny!
we watched the 2grps of OM.
katherine was acting bimbo lah.
bevin looked cute with her 2ponytails.
got back our Lit papers.
manymany people failed please.
and like the highest is like 17/25.
so pathetic!
and mrskwok is so funny!
she was like clapping her hands or something.
and last time she was singing!
hahahah!
home econs test wasnt very difficult.
during prodots, we were discussing about our classtee instead of brainstorming for our products lah.
and Odelia was super retarded!
we were all laughing at her!
LOL.

stayed back for math peer-tutoring.
mee mee is funny!
she was super blur today!
haha.

today:
mschiam used c time period to talk abt stress management.
wanted to fall asleep cause it was boring.
then she showed the huggies vid again.
the baby is super cute(:
science test was quite okay.
dont think i'm gonna do very well though although my brother spent hours yesterday night trying to revise with me:(
pearl shifted beside me cause mrstan caught her going out of class in between lessons which isnt allowed.

stayed back for cf camp comm meeting.
ate instant noodles for lunch(:
KIMCHI RAMEN!
we used sindhya's brilliant idea for camp theme.
about infectious love(:
then we all got carried away with all the funny stuff we were thinking of doing during the camp.
hahaha!
but the really sad thing is that i cant go for it!
theres RETREAT!
although i think retreat is gonna be more fun, i still wanna go for cf camp:((
bus-ed home alone cause jeanette took 93 instead.

i just dont care about all your ___ stuff.
you say i dont understand cause i dont know anything about it.
but now, i really dont wanna know cause it's just so annoying.
it's like almost everyone is like this.
and even people i dont think are, are like that.
MYGOSH. what has the world become?

you used to be so much happier and fun.
although they say you look much happier than the past few months where you cried every single day over one person.
that's just dumb.
sometimes i really hate those seniors.
they're just bad influence man.
i dont understand why you choose to hang out with them.
and i dont see the point in talking to you.
cause you are just so different.
you're just such a ________.
i just cant stand it.

{ i was alone out there } 6:53 PM